I am probably more convincing than i have ever been……..Yet I find myself more and more getting ready to go out than bottling it at the last minute. In that sense, I am going backward and losing confidence.

Not really sure i have a question here as the answer is quite simple i.e. “Just do it”.

Perhaps the thrill (not sexual) and happiness/freedom when I first started going out is starting to wear off.

Has anyone else gone backwards like this before as I really don’t want to end up back in the closet?